i will find you ...

ive been away on this voyage in the pacific for about a year now, and all i want to do is return to my home. to me beloveds arms. I would like to continue our love affair.

our lives, our decisions, our choices may seem to bring us to many different directions. but what the illusion is simply doing is bringing us all, to the one person in this lifetime that really matters. be it this life, or the next or the previous one. the person who matters the most, the person who we have been paired with from the begin of time, the love of our life.  our quest becomes a search for one another’s souls.
you may think our lives are our own. but we are bound to someone. future, past or present.

there is no explaining it. i remember the first time i opened that car door, the first time i saw her, and our eyes met, i knew that our smiles knew each other. - before i’d known her i felt that i would not have done the things i have done today, i felt like something of great importance was lit inside of me, something that made me whole, she is my strength. i need to get back to my heroine, the love of my life, what is happening to her? 
even if i loose you, we will find each other again. i remember uttering these words...

and so, like i said. i long for her, her eyes, her kiss, her smile. i long to continue this great love affair, to have her back in my arms.
this is not just my story but yours as well. i know this is possible, because this is the law of the universe.  i will see you then ...